October 15, 2003, 7:39 pm : If I wasn't so Darn Paranoid I wouldn't have Been Paying Attention!
It is my opinion people try so hard to rationalize and label what there feeling like this dummy land scenario…..They get Diagnosed as being depressed/ manic depressive or Whatever….by a Doctor… The doctor that diagnosed them is not even really listening or asking the details of the condition….You can tell the doctor needs to have lunch or something because he’s in a hurry and not making eye contact very much and doing the *sigh* of I’ve heard this a thousand times or when your telling him your symptoms he doesn’t seem very concerned and you might as well be talking to some guy while he’s on his cell phone because he is “ kinda there but not really ”…..THEN this man gives you a prescription…..and then you take IT!…..not to say that medications are bad but I believe the condition should be looked into thoroughly before medicating your rest life away……Recently I am in complete shock in the fact most people don’t question the world enough!!!!!….There is a Big Big Big difference between a person who lives in fear from paranoia…..and waste their life with…”Oh no what if Reptilian gods really do have plans to destroy me with there agenda!!!” or ” I want to end my life on earth and kill myself because Chevy Chase Bank sent me a statement saying I have -$6.00 in my bank”……….OR……. http://www.stargods.org/ ….Yeah so our country is run by a secret society, the president is a Free Mason, They are gonna start chipping us………..and ….So What!!? If anyone lives controlled by dumb ass emotions of depression and fear because of these kinds of things then…..WELCOME TO YOUR NEW PARALELL DEMENSION HOME of constant Stupidness AND Fear……People keep going to bed and then waking up ….and going to bed…and going to bed….. and waking up …doing things…….then going to bed and waking up again…..forgetting what there going to say sometimes……….going to bed ….waking up……having good days ……going to bed…..having bad days…staying up to late……eventually going to bed….ONLY TO…..wake up again…..BELIEVE ME…..You Don’t live on Earth so that you can give Chevy Chase Bank $6.00 for your account shortage!…..AND LET ME STRESS…..Those times when your watching TV with people and you get up from your slump to go do something and say “ I’ll be right back” stretch and then accidentally keep standing there …..still watching the TV screen for no reason.. as 15-30 seconds sometimes 60 secs pass by while you ZONE OUT……..um…..You know, in a birds eye view….that would look really stupid…….you just standing there facing a electric box not thinking or moving…..and to think if you added all those minutes up you used just zoning out at the End of your life….you would immediately puke in self disgust……BELIEVE ME…You DON’T wake up everyday and go back to bed……and wake up and go back to bed…..and wake up To watch reality shows……..Unless of course you live in a Parallel dimension…….called hell….The refusal to pay attention to public opinion or to your own failure is not as easy as just reading this sentence…..application of strict attention……ALL THE FREAKIN TIME
If I don’t stop typing soon I’ll become Apart of this damn chair……BUT LET THIS BURN IN YOUR MEMORY ** Sharp Metal BURN Sounds** ……( Ouch! )
Keep in mind that the Your consciousness remains the same, during your little lifey in your body…..and After you Die and “leave” your little Body, and if you could get ahead in your Consciousness before your at your last breath it will be a lot better for your SOUL…..when your not so Limited and Conditioned by your Brain Consciousness that causes Shit loads of Unnecessary fear about Stupid Things and Dumb Selfish Habits…like Your money , Your Ego,……and……sometimes Aliens…and the fear of the moon……
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